The things we do in the name of love. The things we don’t say because we are afraid of it. The things we say and do because we are afraid that someone will find out that we desperately need it. Life is hard sometimes, I agree.
Sometimes you have the worst fucking days and have to smile.
Sometimes someone just really fucks up and says or does the wrong thing at the wrong time.
Sometimes the shit really does hit the fan.
Sometimes you don’t want to be nice. You don’t feel like being respectful or being politically correct.
Sometimes you really do think that person is ugly, fat, a fucking crack head, or an asshole. Hell sometimes you are those things at any given moment.
Sometimes you really do hate people.
Sometimes you do wonder what the fuck this person was thinking.
Yes, sometimes things don’t go as planned. That throws things off for us you see because we have constructed these masks that we wear to hide our true face: our truth. We don’t want people to see our fears, our voids, insecurities, and limitations. And it’s never for the reasons we say or do. It is always for the secret of ourselves we dare not let others know..lest they call you weak, incompetent, or some other illusion. We don’t want people to know the secret…that we are humans that are dying for love. For that to get out would be devastating, you see. Because then you cannot control what people think of you. Then you can’t control their reactions and their experience of you…you also cannot control their response…ultimately you just can’t control anything. And that’s we want since we live in the foggy lens of illusion. We whisper to ourselves unconsciously “If I can control I can have love.” If I can control what they say, do, or think of me they won’t leave. And it doesn’t matter how it’s done AS LONG AS it’s done. But love cannot be controlled, because love has no awareness of it. Love is on a vibrational level that control cannot even conceive to utter. So love cannot be controlled because it knows no control you see. It’s so simple to see in its complexity. The nature of love is to expand not to restrict. Fear is the only thing that causes restriction and resistance. However nonlinearly the laws of the universe say that what you resist persists. So if you fear you produce more fear. Just like if you fear love you produce more fear. But complexly you are a being of love and love expands. So we find ourselves in this ying and yang of persistent fear and expanding love. Fear and love are like oil and water. They can co exist but they cannot mix. Only when you attempt to mix the two together will turmoil occur. So that is a piece of the puzzle as to why we have so much conflict. We want to love, yet fear persists. You may disagree with this and that’s cool. Because I know all paths lead to God and all things come in due season. This was just on my mind as I looked at the Internet communities with women and the interactions thereof. Everyone on here is either looking for or maintaining love whether they know it or not. In other words you are expressing love you have realized or the lack of it. That love includes security and acceptance as well.
Let’s learn to be the goddesses were truly are my friends! Let’s learn how to BE love! The first step is…guess what? That’s right…love of the self. For just like if you don’t have five dollars you first can’t give it away, so can you not love the self and love another. In fact everything begins with the self (inward) and is extended out. That is true naturally and spiritually. Just think about it. Then think bigger. I hope that helps you on your journey my friends.
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